"It's hard to be a spiritual being when shit is shaking what you believe in!" - Talib Kweli When the bills pile up faster than you can pay them, and your significant other aint acting right for whatever reason, and you cant have a good day at work for crying out loud, and life shows you it's shitty side......how do you pull through? Who or what do you believe in that helps you maintain? I've recently had a friend die unexpectedly, and the sibling of a friend succumb to cancer, topped off by falling behind on some bills becuz I tried to help people out, and at times it just seems I cant win for losing! It all just seems a bit too much for any one person to have to shoulder and bear. But you know what? I feel pretty good. And while Im not exactly sure that what doesnt kill you makes you stronger (becuz it's my belief that you may not die, but you can still be pretty fucked up for a long time), I do know that with time ANYTHING is possible. In time, you heal and learn to deal with people's passing. In time, you'll catch up on those bills ...

"One life to live/Notice you get no sequel/So I truly got to live this like my last movie!" - Jay Z Why put up with uncomfort and unhappiness if you dont have to? I know sometimes in life we have to deal with things and do things we'd rather not do, but for the most part we are in charge of our own reality. It's one of the beauties of this life. So if you dont like what's going on in your world, then change your reality! They say life is short, but sometimes life is loooooooooooooooooooooong than a mu'fucka. Especially when you are putting up with some bullshit. Stress is really real and it can manifest it's self into REAL, KILL YOUR ASS health issues if you dont do something about it. So if your drawers creep up in your ass......get them shits out! If you hate your job to the point that you loathe even walking up in that bitch....quit as soon as you can! If your significant other aint pulling their weight and making you happy......get up outta there yo! Live your life yall. Live it to the best of your ability. "....and if there aint no beauty you've got to MAKE some beauty!" ...